I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I suffocate
And right before I’m about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
‘Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
‘Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

[Refrain - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie


Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'm ‘na tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie.

goodbye 2oo9 and hello 2o10 !

for sure , a lot of great happy and sadness moment back there at 2oo9. I went to solat jumaat , talked bout kinda membina langkah . i admit that i had happy , joy , sad moment in 2oo9 . i did laugh a lot , cried for something . and give up on something . but now the thing is to be better than 2oo9 , we nid to concentrate on our will . put all the positivity inside our mind. life's like a sword . u broke it or it'll broke u. and for guys and lads who know me , im sorry for each mistake i did . and let's us all improve our self with dignity. happy new year!

16/12/09

this day..i was so damn exited waiting for this day..but it turn that it was my baddest day in my life..well the lesson is , dont be too damn exited about our future..thank you for teaching me

thank you my mentor , athirah farhana anuar

she was born on 28th march 1992.
she often encourage me to be successful person.
Im sori sis, i didn't get straight A's in my pmr. as u wanted.
she was my mentor when I was 15.
She texted my number and become my bestfriend.
We become really close like a brother and a sister.
She's like everything to me when I was 15.
She always been there for me when I need someone.
She was 1 of the best student in my school.
Her passion could adore lot's of people -.-
She could listen to anything from me with a patient of a saint.
I really love to fork out my time with her.
K tira was also my celebrity..hehe amazing when she could make me smile more and more =)
A very workaholic person when she's doing something.
She can make me incessant preoccupation her.
My gregariousness.
Thank you k athirah farhana anuar.
Even when u left me without any reason.
I'll pray for your success and your life.
I've become better person.
I remember all your advice and word.
the chocolate you gave me and with the note.
I wont forget it.
All the best for you and your family.
Once again, Thank's for all the advice you gave and became half part of me.

a talk about a web like fb , ms , something else

Iman Kurdi

23 November 2009
My sister and I were going to have t-shirts made with the statement ‘No, I am NOT on Facebook!’ or even: ‘Facebook? No, thanks! I have real friends!’ We were both more than a little irritated by the Facebook Mexican wave, though it felt more like the Mexican flu at times.

Every day one more person seemed to catch the bug, yet another email would land asking to confirm a friend, or yet another person would ask if I had seen their photos on Facebook, or worse, tell me that photos of a party or dinner I had attended were 
now on Facebook.

This last point is the most irritating. Facebook is the Internet and frankly, I do not wish to have pictures of me posted on the Internet. And even if I did, I would like it to happen with both my knowledge and my consent. It must be something to do with my age and my cultural identity because I get seriously angry when someone posts a photograph taken of me in their home on the Internet, even if it is just a boring photograph of people sitting eating and drinking and smiling at a camera. My basic thinking is that my image belongs to me and that people should not have the right to publish my image without my consent.

But first, I decided I must give it a try. So I joined Facebook.

The first day was fun. I spent literally hours looking at pictures and pages of people from the long lost past. There were school reunions I had thankfully missed, weddings, birthday parties, all kinds of events laid out and available at the click of a button. So long as one person in the picture was my ‘friend’ I could see the whole album. I liked the groups too and the fan pages. 
It was tremendous.

By the end of the first week, I was increasingly asking myself what exactly is a friend? People I had never even heard of sent me friend requests, others I had maybe met once or twice. Their definition of ‘friend’ seemed rather far from my own. Given that the average number of friends is 130 and that many have several hundred friends, it seems that contacts would be a far better word than friend. And how telling that the verb ‘unfriend’ has just joined the dictionary as a direct result of Facebook!

After a month I was bored and once again irritated. To some extent, Facebook, Bebo and Myspace are a place where people pretend that their lives and thoughts are so interesting that they need to be documented and catalogued. Some personal pages are like a photo shoot from a gossip magazine: here is my home, here is my car, here I am with my best friends, here I am in Monte Carlo, here I am I at Nobu, here I am at Jo’s party. Look at me and look at the life I lead. Others are a stream of consciousness, occasionally witty and interesting but often pretty dull and superficial. More commonly it is a place to relate things that have made you laugh. All those jokes and you tube clips that were once emailed en masse, well no more, now they can just be posted.

Nothing wrong with that if that is what you want, but I worry about how the young use these sites. They seem to have become shop windows where people advertise and compete for attention. The pressure to present yourself as part of the ‘in-crowd’ must be relentless for a teenager today. What is more there is now a prevalent mentality that if you cannot show it, it did not happen. Whereas we once talked about trips we had taken, evenings we had spent, shows we had seen, now they must be photographed and these photos must be published.

Just like today’s celebrities lay out their lives in the media in a way that is far more intrusive than a decade or two ago, so ordinary individuals feel compelled to lay out their lives on a platter for their ‘friends’. The key issue is one of blurred boundaries. As a social networking site it works brilliantly. If you want access to people, ways to contact them and for people to contact you, it does the job perfectly. If you want to highlight a cause or find people who share your concerns or your passions, it is also just the job.

To my mind, either you use it is as a social networking site and you open up your friends list to anyone who wants to be in contact with you, much like a public listing in a directory, or you consider it a channel to share intimate information with your circle of friends. But many seem to try to do both. They open up their friends list to all and sundry and then post intimate information about themselves. It is hardly surprising that burglars have admitted using Facebook to case out potential burglaries! Nor that employers have fired people for information they divulged on such sites!

The problem is not with the tool but with what is done with it. Facebook, by the sheer number of people using it, currently at more than 300 million worldwide, is mighty powerful. It has accumulated in its databases the kind of information that would be the envy of the secret services of the former USSR!

The greatest worry, of course, if the potential for bullying. For the young it must feel very hard to cope with something that to a large extent strips you of your privacy. By making information available to such a wide circle at the click of a button, it can smear someone in an instant.

For fairly private people like me, Facebook is rather redundant, but for socialites it must be heaven. I can see why people love it, but I do worry. Is this the future of social interaction? Will we increasingly share important news through postings on websites rather than through spending time with people? Will future generations think that a friend is a name on a list rather than someone who has been there for you in real life?

masalah sumpah

Pertanyaan.
Syaikh Abdul Aziz bin Abdullah bin Baz ditanya : Saya memiliki kerabat
yang banyak sekali bersumpah atas nama Allah, baik dia ucapkan secara
benar ataupun dusta ; apa hukumnya ?

Jawaban.
Dia harus dinasehati dan dikatakan kepadanya, “Seharusnya kamu tidak
memperbanyak bersumpah sekalipun kamu benar” dan hal ini berdasarkan
firmanNya.

“Artianya : Dan jagalah sumpah-sumpah kamu”

Juga berdasarkan sabda Rasulullah Shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam.

“Artinya : Tiga orang yang Allah tidak akan berbicara kepada mereka
pada Hari Kiamat dan tidak Dia sucikan mereka bahkan mereka mendapatkan
adzab yang pedih (yaitu) : seorang yang sudah bercampur rambut hitam
dan putihnya (orang yang sudah tua) lagi pezina, seorang fakir lagi
sombong dan seorang laki-laki yan Allah jadikan dia tidak membeli
barangnya kecuali dengan bersumpah atas namaNya dan tidak menjual
kecuali dengan bersumpah dengan bersumpah atas namaNya” [1]

Orang-orang Arab selalu memuji orang yang tidak banyak bersumpah sebagaimana yang diungkapkan oleh seorang penyair.

Sedikir bersumpah, selalu menjaga sumpahnya.

Bila sudah bersumpah, dia segera menepatinya.

Seorang Mukmin disyari’atkan agar tidak banyak bersumpah sekalipun dia
benar karena memperbanyaknya terkadang bisa menjerumuskan ke dalam
kedustaan

Sebagaimana dimaklumi bahwa dusta haram hukumnya dan bila ia disertai
dengan sumpah, maka tentu sangat diharamkan lagi akan tetapi bila
dipaksa oleh kondisi atau suatu kemaslahatan yang lebih dominan
sehingga harus bersumpah secara dusta, maka hal itu tidak apa-apa. Hal
ini berdasarkan hadits yang shahih dari Nabi Shallallahu ‘alaihi wa
sallam yang bersumber dari hadits Ummu Kultsum binti Uqbah bin Abu
Mu’ith Radhiyallahu anha bahwasanya Nabi Shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam
bersabda.

“Artinya : Bukanlah termasuk pendusta orang yang mendamaikan antara
sesama manusia, lalu dia berkata baik atau menanamkan kebaikan”

Di (Ummu Kultsum) berkata, “Belum pernah aku mendengar beliau
memberikan dispensasi (rukhshah) terhadap sesuatu yang dikatakan orang
sebagai suatu kedustaan kecuali dalam tiga hal : Perang, Mendamaikan
antara sesama manusia dan percakapan seorang suami kepada istrinya dan
percakapan istri kedapa suaminya” [2]

Bila ketika seseorang mendamaikan antara sesama manusia, dia berkata,
“Demi Allah, sesungguhnya teman-teman kamu itu mencintai perdamaian dan
persatuan. Mereka ingin begini dan begitu ..” lalu dia mendatangi pihak
yang lain dengan mengatakan hal yang sama dan tujuannya hanyalah untuk
berbuat baik dan mendamaikan, maka hal itu tidak apa-apa berdasarkan
hadit di atas.

Demikian juga bila seseorang melihat ada orang yang ingin membunuh
seseorang secara zhalim atau menzhalimi dirinya dalam suatu hal, lalu
dia berkata, “Demi Allah, orang itu adalah saudaraku” agar dia dapat
menyelamatkannya dari tindakan orang yang zhalim tersebut karena ingin
membunuhnya tanpa haq atau memukulnya tanpa haq sementara dia tahu
bahwa dia bila dia mengatakan “Saudaraku” tadi, orang itu akan
membiarkannya karena menghormatinya ; maka melakukan hal seperti itu
menjadi wajib baginya demi tujuan menyelamatkan saudaranya dari
perbuatan zhalim.

Yang dimaksudkan di sini bahwa hukum asal sumpah-sumpah dusta itu
adalah dilarang dan diharamkan kecuali bila berimplikasi suatu
kemaslahatan besar yang lebih besar daripada implikasi dusta tersebut,
sebagaimana dalam tiga hal yang disebutkan dalam hadits di atas.

[Majalah Ad-Da’wah, Vol.40, hal 163-164 dari Fatwa Syaikh Bin Baz]

Wash all new bras and new clothes before wearing!! (18 SX & 18PL)

BE CAREFUL



Very graphic…..open with care.. But its important to let as many people as

possible know. sorry guys. had to forward.....

YOU MUST READ BELOW BEFORE LOOKING AT THE PICTURES. SHARE THIS WITH YOUR

WIVES, DAUGHTERS, SISTERS, FRIENDS……. ANY WOMAN

Recently there was a news story regarding a flesh-eating bacteria found in

new clothing shipments to Walmart & Sears stores in the USA . These are

the first pictures I have seen regarding that very subject. This is

something that is a very real and very serious concern as you will see.

Ladies please make it a habit from this point forward to wash your just

purchased undergarments before wearing them or spinning them in the dryer.

This is sensitive. Please share with as many women and men that you know.

Our undergarments are made in different parts of the country, sit in boxes

and go through many hands and exchanges before we purchase them for

ourselves.


GUYS SHOW THIS TO YOUR WIFE'S, MOTHERS, GIRLFRIENDS, SISTERS,

MISTRESSES……... ANY WOMAN!!


THESE ARE VERY GRAPHIC PICTURES!




TO ALL, PLEASE WASH ALL BRAS, UNDERWEAR (ALL CLOTHING) WHEN YOU BUY BEFORE

WEARING THEM. YOU CAN THROW THEM IN THE DRYER FOR A QUICK SPIN TO KILL THE

PARASITES TOO!!!


I SENT THIS BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO KNOW THIS HAPPENED TO ANY OF YOU AND I

DIDNT TELL YOU ABOUT THIS...wow!!

im sori , i cant publish the picture , its about a womens breast that looks like cancer..auch..its..scary..whoever wanna c it..add me at my ym..terracracker_kid@yahoo.com..